Another sunny day..thank god ,it is a holiday..I can take out some time to scribble something which i guess no one would ever read..Am I writing this so that some one could read..i really dont know-I dont think so.May be my heart wanted to speak out,so that it can relax a bit.But my mind seriously doubt that thought of my heart,coz however hard my heart tries i dont think it would be able to relax or heal itself...as the damage done was far beyond recovery.

When did she step into my life first..Around July 4 years back...from somewhere..as an angel..she stepped into my life..changing my life forever...Love is just wonderful friends.Even at this time,when my heart cries out due to pain,it is not ready to accept the pain within..I would never accept a statement that i did the wrong thing by loving her..Coz those 4 years i had with her were the best in life.. There will never be such days in my life again.....All may call me a fool..but I will wait..Wait and wait..for months ..years..and may be lifes...that in some life.....she will realise how much..how much i loved her.....this life is over for me..Living on has become just a formality..My laughs have become plastic.........I dont htink I can ever smile heartily again...Coz the pain within is just murderous..........